remember, remember....

It was my Birthday today, and i was really happy...
My Grandmother was the 1st one wishing me a happy bday, I felt really loved :)
She got me a beautifull hoodie and a really nice bday cake, plus, she managed a really nice lunch.
My mother and Brother came to see me, got from them a perfume, Fuel For Life and a mini mp3, the one that u can hold in your clothing :) PINK :)
I had a great day, even my father called me and sent me an email
I dont wish a lot, but i was so happy today.

I wish I had my Camera usb cable so i could post some pictures

Then i realised something:
the friends i gave my life away to be with didnt even got the nerve to write me a happy bday comment, not in bebo, myspace, over email or msn, nothing, and considering it shows up whoever bday is 3 days before it actually happens in EVERY homepage of all of those so called 'friends websites', and having in mind i always send bday wishes to everybody in my friend's list... well, needless to say im quite disappointed :( i sent merry xmas, happy new years and every other holliday, cards and comments, and not even 1 replied to me :(

I feel disappointed with them, was i really that much of a bad friend? or maybe they didnt even consider me as a friend from the beginning, that i will never know...

Every day, even more, i feel thankfull for having my family near me, and i know who my true friends are, and im more sure then ever that i'll never going to leave again.

I'm Happy

And i dont need them

I thought i did, so much that it was i nightmare to even think i will return to a place where i had none, but fuck it

I'm near to the people i trully need and trully love me

And that makes me the happiest person ever.

«Just when u thought it was over,

the sky turned black and we all felt to earth»

OW HOW I LOVE SEALS <3<3<3