Sad realization 2
nunca pensei k iria voltar a perder o sono por causa de alguém...
e o peor é k quanto mais penso, mais miserável me sinto. E ainda não cheguei a perceber o significado dos meus sentimentos... sinto-me triste e nestes últimos dias parece que tudo me irrita mais k o normal.
tenho saudades da minha casa, tou farta deste sitio gelado
e tenho sono.. mas não consigo durmir..
i just hate when it happens... u have a friend and u like him a lot, and sudely he starts to behave in a different way towards u, he kinda ignores u or make fun of u for no reason that u can understand, and then u start to think it was because of something u did, something u said that make him change, and the most u think, u can't remember anything that would deserve that king of behavior, and then u can't just ignore him and pay with the same (and i well tryed), because in the end, that friendship means the world to u, and u don't want to lose it completly, and at the same time u are so fuckin' coward that u don't even have nuts to go there and ask 'HEY MODAFOCA WHATTA HELL HAVE I DONE TO MAKE U ACT LIKE A FUCKIN BASTARD TO ME????'. And then u came home and u cry and u want to die because u are feeling too miserable to do anything else, and it's just this shit that's driving me crazy right now...
i kinda start to remember why i choose not having relationships of any kind since i'm 12... people suck.
i can just name 2 or 3 persons that deserve to be called friends right now, i just hope they don't became my 'sad realization 3'.
e o peor é k quanto mais penso, mais miserável me sinto. E ainda não cheguei a perceber o significado dos meus sentimentos... sinto-me triste e nestes últimos dias parece que tudo me irrita mais k o normal.
tenho saudades da minha casa, tou farta deste sitio gelado
e tenho sono.. mas não consigo durmir..
i just hate when it happens... u have a friend and u like him a lot, and sudely he starts to behave in a different way towards u, he kinda ignores u or make fun of u for no reason that u can understand, and then u start to think it was because of something u did, something u said that make him change, and the most u think, u can't remember anything that would deserve that king of behavior, and then u can't just ignore him and pay with the same (and i well tryed), because in the end, that friendship means the world to u, and u don't want to lose it completly, and at the same time u are so fuckin' coward that u don't even have nuts to go there and ask 'HEY MODAFOCA WHATTA HELL HAVE I DONE TO MAKE U ACT LIKE A FUCKIN BASTARD TO ME????'. And then u came home and u cry and u want to die because u are feeling too miserable to do anything else, and it's just this shit that's driving me crazy right now...
i kinda start to remember why i choose not having relationships of any kind since i'm 12... people suck.
i can just name 2 or 3 persons that deserve to be called friends right now, i just hope they don't became my 'sad realization 3'.
posted by Ainoa at 01:49
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